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Friday, February 27, 2009
Friday,27 February,2009 Hal0.. There sad things happen today.. 1 of them is that my 2nd bro which is Pri 6 this year.. That means 12 this year.. He cannot walk n talk.. He can onli eat through tubes in his nose.. He is very 痛苦 living in every day.. So my mother say that it might be a good thing 4 him as he will not be so miserable.. I did cried..And whenever i tink of it i wanted to cry.. My mother cried 4 the past few days until her eyes is so red.. He heart n eyes hurts!! I blame myself 4 not noticing it earlier n things like this might not have happen.. I cried on tue night keep blaming myself.. I never really sleep.. I sleep at 2.30 n wake up at around 4.. He pass away in hospital(NUH ICU) today.. I went 2 see him immediately after having exam in sch.. Went 2 call 4 taxi but all is either hired or dun wan.. But at last there is a taxi at somewhere near pending.. Then went 2 NUH 2 see my bro 1 last time.. But by the time i reach there he has alreaday pass away.. He was admitted 2 the hospital on Tue night i tink.. Then on Wed i never go sch.. Coz i need take care of my baby bro.. He was admitted to the hospital coz on tue night he was sitting on the baby pram.. While my mother help my father message then i listen 2 songs.. Then he has a hole in his throat coz last year he operate the throat 2 help him breath.. Then my mother ask mi must keep looking at him as he might turn black anytime.. But i never really go look at him everytime.. Then when i look at him his face already turn yellow n his lips turn purple.. Then i faster shout 4 my mother.. Then my mother carry him n then help him suction n pump him.. But no use.. He still never breath.. Then my father call 4 ambulance.. But we still keep giving him air.. But he still never wake up n he is sent 2 NUH.. He was save but he need the machine to help him breath.. Then he stay in the NUH until yesterday when the doctor talk 2 my father n mother saying that my 2nd bro is brain dead already.. And he cannot breath on himself already.. So we had no choice but 2 give up.. Today they take up the mechine at around 9.25am.. A lot of ppl come visit him this few days.. Then he is announced dead at 10.16am.. By the time i touch him he is already very cold like ice..=[ When i reach there they r just waiting 4 the ppl 2 come bring the corpse 2 the fridge at B storey.. We follow them down.. We see him 1 last time before going home.. Then we went 2 L1 to buy his clothes 4 him 2 wear tml.. Tml we will be going his furneral.. I will be representing my mother n father as they r older then my 2nd bro.. Actually is my baby bro 1 representing 1.. But he is too small.. So i help him ba.. I scared i will cry there.. I must be brave as i tink he won't want mi 2 cry.. Here is a poem by Sylvana Rosstti.. THOSE WHOM WE LOVED NEVER REALLY LEAVE US THEY LIVE ON FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS AD CAST THEIR RADIANT LIGHT ONTO OUR EVERY SHADOW.. My family n I will be brave n continue our lives.. The other sad things is that i onli get 35/40 for maths.. Damn lousy can? Got two ppl in our class scored full marks sia.. Then got a lot of ppl scored 36,37,38,39 or 40 sia.. They all win mi leh!!! Even last time those hu lose mi also win mi sia..=[ Violet say i get 35 is becoz careless.. Stupid sia.. I finish it quite fast n i did check a bit.. But i still got careless.. On mon i must check wat goes wrong with mi??? But i am still happy that exam has finish.. Hope my exam can scored well sia.. Coz my bro is in the NUH ICU 4 last few days so never really study.. But still hope that i pass if not sure die liao.. Just now FuKuan(CSS2 i tink) chat with mi.. Dunno y.. He say hi with mi then chat a while.. Then i ask him 4 his no n he give mi..xD Hahas.. But i dun tink i dare sms him.. Lols.. Just note down 4 fun 1st la.. Tml have 2 wake up early.. Gtg le.. Byes~! Labels: I will remember u MERVIN my bro forever..=[ |
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